A breeze whispers across the points of her ears, singing praises of sins she already knows too well. The stars glitter on the cool, dark water, watching her try to ignore the hot, empty tension she feels growing inside. She swallows hard. Her House would kill her if they knew. They would strike every honor from her name and scourge her life from history. None of them would keep her memory.

. . .

Some things are worth the risk.

Dressed only in the moonlight, she slips into the lake, wading deeper, until it licks up around her thighs. She flushes hot at her memories and the thrill of distant, latent shame. Silently she begins to swim, as she’s done so many times, and her doubts wash away in the inky-black ecstasy of water over skin. Her House is wrong, she decides, as she has decided so many times before; nothing so good could ever be wrong.

Across the lake the shadows stir, and with them a fire in her heart. She swims faster at their silent promise: knowing turns to wanting, and wanting turns to need.

A spirit meets her in the water, blacker than the night. Every time it’s hard to believe her eyes, and to drown beneath her second look the echo of deep, ancestral fear. They float together, silent, circling, watching, breathing. She looks almost too much like her twin, like a sister reflected across the light.

A thousand thoughts race through her mind, a thousand questions, a thousand dreams, but she has no words. She never does. She fears she never will.

Perhaps it doesn’t matter; perhaps the kiss is all she needs to know.

They touch. A moment’s hesitation melts into embrace, into the warm and nervous softness of skin on skin. She nuzzles against her lover’s cheek, nibbling on the line of silver rings that glitter up her ear. Her scent is sweet and dark, intoxicating, like lavender and myrrh.

Her lover’s arm slips around her waist, insistently demure, a moonless autumn night made fine, strong flesh. With every visit she needs that touch a little more. Their lips brush, just the barest touch, a quiet sharing of breath and the lingering invitation to more. She knows that, one night soon, she will give herself over to those charms. One night soon she will swim with her lover back to her distant, alien shore; one night soon, they will lie together on that black, forbidden sand; one night soon she will break her silence with the sounds of temptation then fulfilled.

When that night comes, she knows, she will surrender forever to the pure and elemental blackness that has haunted all her dreams. It will be a worship far, far overdue.

By touch she shares her loneliness, letting her hands wander, the way they do in the nights she spends alone. Closing her eyes, she follows the long curves of her lover’s sides, smooth, unbroken strokes from ribs to hips; she feels her warm and slender softness, and the muscles firm beneath. Telling the same, solitary tale, her lover’s fingers caress her thighs, and she whimpers.

When she can bear to look again, her reflection watches back, mirrored darkly in eyes the color of pomegranate wine. This time she almost finds her words, her simple declaration of her unrepentant need, but they catch in her throat and the still night air.

Her courage falters, her mouth half-open, and she pulls herself closer, trying desperately to lose herself in a deeper, harder kiss, in the black-chocolate luxury of her lover’s lips and teeth and tongue. The words are precious, but they slip away, and she looks to the side, trying to fight back her welling tears.

Suddenly it doesn’t matter; her slim, dark lover clutches back, just as hard, making silent, tender promises of kisses yet to come.

Tonight, that’s all she needs to know.

A breeze whispers across the points of her ears, praising the betrayal she already knows too well. The darkness swirls beneath the cool, bright water, watching her try to ignore the hot, empty tension she feels growing inside. She swallows hard. Her House would kill her if they knew. They would strike every honor from her name and peel the flesh from her bones. Forever they would curse her memory.

. . .

Some things are worth the risk.

Dressed only in the darkness, she slips into the lake, wading deeper, until it licks up around her thighs. She flushes hot at her memories and the thrill of distant, latent shame. Silently she begins to swim, as she’s done so many times, and her doubts wash away in the starry-white ecstasy of water over skin. Her House is wrong, she decides, as she has decided so many times before; nothing so good could ever be wrong.

Across the lake the moonlight stirs, and with it a fire in her heart. She swims faster at its silent promise: knowing turns to wanting, and wanting turns to need.

A spirit meets her in the water, paler than the light. Every time it’s hard to believe her eyes, and to drown beneath her second look the echo of deep, ancestral rage. They float together, silent, circling, watching, breathing. She looks almost too much like her twin, like a sister reflected across the night.

A single thought races through her mind, a single question, a single dream, but she has no words. She never does. She fears she never will.

Perhaps it doesn’t matter; perhaps the kiss is all she needs to know.

They touch. A moment’s hesitation melts into embrace, into the warm and nervous softness of skin on skin. She nuzzles against her temptress’s cheek, nibbling on the line of onyx studs that glitter up her ear. Her scent is crisp and warm, intoxicating, like oranges and pine.

Her temptress’s arm slips around her waist, insistently demure, a moonlit summer night made fine, strong flesh. With every visit she needs that touch a little more. Their lips brush, just the barest touch, a quiet sharing of breath and the lingering invitation to more. She knows that, one night soon, she will give herself over to those charms. One night soon she will swim with her temptress back to her distant, alien shore; one night soon, she will lie submissive on that white, forbidden sand; one night soon she will break her silence with the sounds of her spirit binding to her will.

When that night comes, she knows, she will surrender forever to the pure and elemental moonlight that has haunted all her dreams. It will be an addiction too long in the making.

By touch she offers her desire, letting her hands wander, the way they do in the nights she spends alone. Closing her eyes, she follows the long curves of her temptress’s sides, smooth, unbroken strokes from ribs to hips; she feels her warm and slender softness, and the muscles firm beneath. Telling the same, solitary tale, her temptress’s fingers caress her thighs, and she whimpers.

When she can bear to look again, her reflection watches back, mirrored brightly in eyes the color of dandelion wine. This time she almost finds her words, her simple declaration of her unrepentant need, but they catch in her throat and the still night air.

Her courage falters, her mouth half-open, and she pulls herself closer, trying desperately to lose herself in a deeper, harder kiss, in the pink-candy luxury of those enchanting lips and teeth and tongue. The words could end her torment, but they slip away, and she looks to the side, trying to fight back her welling tears.

Suddenly it doesn’t matter; her slim, pale lover clutches back, just as hard, making silent, tender promises of kisses yet to come.

Tonight, that’s all she needs to know.